shameless music nerding

june

aubade (morning love song) - brave little abacus (6/28)

in the moooorniiiing i'll be fiiiiiine

the crawling spirit - idono kawazu (6/10)

"i don't care if it's not you"

my sputnik sweetheart - weatherday (6/8)

went along again and i cant beat myself up enough over it
i cant please myself so i resort to pleasing you
now that my rib cage shows id love to rip it up for you
there lie my organs like a maze down to my heart

should you find yourself within arms reach id close myself up again
youd have my heart and i could never see you again

if you feel so very vulnerable
and helpless in their arms
then what's the point, in sharing your flaws

absolutely genius 13 minute song that didnt feel like it at all
its a really hungry and desperate feeling kind of love
im curious about the namesake too

may

please don't cry, they stopped hours ago - brave little abacus (5/12)

and its the very thing that makes me believe
that there are two of them and only one of meeeee
let me bathe in my ignorance
as if i were asleep!!!!!!

friend recommended this one and played a video of a youtuber parodying the band's style, i always think of them
something about the vocal style being so raw and prioritizing the sound over technical skill against the rock(?) instruments is so addicting
i want to learn my genres better...
one of those songs where the title is so intriguing i just had to check it out
now why is there a header on this page i did not put that header there. i have got to reformat this later

good lord i want to play vib ribbon on console. itd be so crazy with cds of the songs i adore. maybe itd work with emulation and mp3s too though

astronauts - siinamota

would you feel happy if i had
eaten curry and rice for supper today?
(but) you said with a frowning face
that i didnt really have to try

i wish i (had the courage to)
hit back when im bullied
i wish i lived alone and
i wouldnt get you into my troubles

but then id spend my life
without knowing you

now i close my eyes and my ears
and start to walk forward
i cant hear your voice
and i cant hear your smiles

i (just) want to come to you(but i can't)
but my knees tremble (as if saying) "you deserve it"

if i were alive
someday i would sing you a osng ive made for you
the song ive never sung you
because i feel embarrassed

now i close my eyes and my ears
i cant hear your voice
and i cant see your smiles


there are no words to describe how dear siinamota and his music is to me . seriously makes me want to hold my blanket and cry and cry with him releasing so many melodic and beautiful songs about sadness and the human condition and holding out hope that hed make it through everything but knowing that he gave up in the end despite expressing through his music such a strong desire to see tomorrow i feel such a horrible grief

..clipped out the but its fine lyric at the end

bedroom community - glass beach

nananana never leave her rbedroom

mary - alex g

mary is the girl that leaves you to rot
she says i am real and you are not

good lord these lyrics over such a calm and steady melody.. inspired me to draw in my sketchbook for the first time in a while

blow away - 2018 remaster by kate bush

miss bush's music is so lovely.. its got an esoteric feeling to it. shiny melodies. i adored babooshka but i looped it too many times

i misheard the chorus as "please don't love me, don't love me"

its like an alternate version of the song when you look up the lyrics and see the correct ones. it is a song about the fear of death. but i dont think fear is an appropriate word for the song, theres nothing like it in there. moreover, its about singing gently about being alive.